"I had so many dreams for my life, but when I saw him, they just disappeared." Saraya spoke softly, her hunched-over body and nervously twisting hands testimony to all she says she has had to endure.
"I told my father I didn't want to marry him: 'why are you doing this to me?'" She continued: "My father said 'you are of an age to be married and this is my decision, not yours.'"
Saraya says it only took three days for her to realize she had been married off to a madman.
Emotions and turmoil she never dared publicly speak of tumble out freely - concealed, along with her face, behind a mask.
Half the mask is pale blue, the color of the "chaudari" or burka, symbolizing the oppression of women; the other half white, representing innocence.
This is Afghanistan's new revolutionary TV show called "Niqab," meaning "The Mask."
Behind the concept is 28-year-old Sami Mahdi.
"I was always desiring to have something like the mask, like this show in our media," Mahdi said. "I was not very sure about the concept and the format, but I was very sure about the mask, you know. Because in Afghanistan, it's very difficult for women to talk about their difficulties and their problems, and the violence they are facing in their home."
Her identity safely concealed behind the mask, Saraya said she was forcibly married off to a known rapist, a man with an existing criminal record when she was 15 years old. He was 58.
"When my youngest was just four years old, my husband brought women to the house and raped them.
"My child asked me: 'who are these women?' I could not say anything to my child - my husband would just beat me."
She said she eventually ran away, fearing that he would harm their daughter. She said she firmly believes that if her husband ever found her and their three children he would murder them all.
But she says, she had to speak out for the sake and future of her children and other women.
"I am not sure we can make a difference for the victims," Mahdi said. "You know for the women who are coming here and talking about life, sometimes I think they are victims forever.
"But we can use the life of these individuals as an example to show the people, I am sure we can make some changes in the life of the women. And I am sure we can change in the minds of men in Afghanistan."
The studio audience is made up of a panel of religious and legal experts, as well as human rights campaigners, who offer their insight, opinions and advice.
"Your marriage at such a young age to such an older man is against Islam," a religious expert told Saraya. "His behavior is against Islam and against the law."
Mahdi said the inspiration for the show came from watching his mother.
"In the mind and eye of the people, her work is not worthy although she is doing much more than I. I am not talking just about my mother, I am talking about all the mothers in Afghanistan," he said. "Maybe there are a lot of mothers, thousands of mothers who are living in the same situation, they don't have a tongue, they don't have a voice to talk about what they are suffering."
Although the situation for women in Afghanistan has improved since the days of the Taliban's oppressive regime, women have been treated as commodities for centuries.
At least 59% of marriages in the most recent survey done by an Afghan non-governmental organization, Women and Children Legal Research Foundation, were considered forced marriages. Of these, 30% were "badal" or "exchange" marriages in which men trade their daughters or other female relatives for women or girls from other families for the purpose of marriage.
Another 17% involved a female given in marriage as compensation for a crime or other act of aggression committed against a man in another family.
"During the second episode, the victim, the guest, was a lady who was 12 years old when she got married," Mahdi said, noting this was a "badal" marriage. Her brother had murdered a man. She was given to the family of the victim.
As she spoke of the abuse and torture she endured, Mahdi says everyone in the control room broke down.
"They were crying ... they were crying," he recalled. "There are a lot of realities in Afghanistan, but when you talk about realities publicly, I am sure it will shock people. I was shocked."
... what, their daughters are given away as a gift to the neighbors like a piece of meat, a leg of ham. What sick F@&K ever thought of that!!
@ Tata- Amen!
These news are the best one, where American/western media is deceiving their own nation. Shame on them! lying to their own people. I am from the same area and these incident happened but may be one or two in a year.
Check what is going in USA/UK/France and other countries but they don't want to discuses them. Male dominate society are using female as coke and they are as public as a soda. Use her and dump her. In east female have are the most respectable and owner-able role. They (west) are scared that if the true role displayed on the media they will lose the freedom of their own female abuse.
Few months ago a movie was shown where female was punished for adultery publicly, got very famous but the local of that area didn't know the girl. No evidence of any event happened. Later found they that an NGO created that movie to get their goals. Woo their own NGO are lying to west.
Wake-up man kind wake-up
This is the funniest one you have posted. We are rolling over here!
If it was up to me ALL Muslims in this country would be deported to their country of origin. They are bigoted believers in a stone aged religion which has no place in this once great country. They are not like most immigrants who more or less over time integrate themselves, Muslims metasticise like cancer and destroy from within
Safety science and “THE LADY WHO FROM DESERT “in
This is truly sad, listen to yourselfs, no wonder there is war, abuse in this world.
Deeply sad to read fellow humans talk like this. Poloitics and religion should not mix. All of you please be
in silence and say a pray for all those who suffer or die because of poor leadership! [and shortsidedness just like above]
Despite the "often negative" portrayal of Islam by media, thousands of westerners are adopting the religion every year.
@ Jamal, yes, that's because people in general are stupid, not to mention the thousands of religious scandals we have seen on the news over the years. Hopefully they will wake up before they asked to strap on a suicide vest.
Voilà! In view, a humble vaudevillian veteran, cast vicariously as both victim and villain by the vicissitudes of fate. This visage, no mere veneer of vanity, is a vestige of the vox populi, now vacant, vanished. However, this valorous visitation of a bygone vexation stands vivified, and has vowed to vanquish these venal and virulent vermin vanguarding vice and vouchsafing the violently vicious and voracious violation of volition! The only verdict is vengeance; a vendettor held as a votive, not in vain, for the value and veracity of such shall one day vindicate the vigilant and the virtuous. Verily, this vichyssoise of verbiage veers most verbose, so let me simply add that it's my very good honour to meet you and you may call me V.
stop arguing with eachother and just appluade this woman for fighting back against abuse toward women!
my bad, i mean "appluade this MAN"
but seriously you guys, your missing the point
women are getting the chance to speak up in Afghanistan, isn't that a good thing?
(and i agree with you Lisa Albanese, they should take out identifiers)
F##@@ ALL THESE PEOPLE WHO WROTE THESE FING COMMENTS.
Dan: German was taken from the Hebrew Language!!!
I will tell you again, Jesus said forgive them they do not know what they are doing, but as for your cult of 360 you know exactly what you are doing. Like you said your cult gives you the right to be judge and jury and allows you to cast the stones against those who break your laws. Now if you know Jesus' teachings he had stopped men like yourselves from stoning a women to death for adultery by telling each man without sin to cast the first stone and one by one they all left and if you and your 360 cult are without sin that would make Jesus a liar but as the world can see you are murderers, suicide bombers, you dismember body parts of people all in the name of your truth of 360degree cult! This is Not God's plan or mystery but that of the devil and you have fallen into his trap! Save your hide and repent before it's too late!
PS. Kudos to the brave people in Afhganistan trying to expose the abuses. Keep up the good work.
Hebrew is the language of GOD!!!
Actually Larry,God has no favorite language. If He did,I believe that it would be German since it's the most beautiful.
As bad as they treat women I'd hate to see how they treat their sheep, I'm sure that story is still a few years away.
By the way, to all those folks talking about the Communists failing thirty years ago – they failed because we were supporting the poor mujahedden – who then turned our own guns and training against us. Try watching Sylvester Stallone's thrid blood movie – how he was saving the poor muhjahedeedn from the bad Russians. We as a nation still dont' get it. We should have let the Soviets finish the Taliban off thirty years ago.
Quite right,Lusia. Under Communism,Afghanistan would be properous if not free by Western standards. Anyway the Afghans would be living in peace today. Moreover,had the West along with several Muslim countries not helped the Muhjjeddin,the Communists would probably have won without Russian intervention.
Do You really think that Afghanistan would be better off today under Russia??? We can not let Communist take up 1/2 of the World!!! What do You think would happen after They won that??? Do You really think They would have stopped there???
For one thing We could not afford to let Russia take over Asia!!! That is what They were trying to do...
Actually Larry,the Russians were not trying to take over anybody's land. They were in Afghanistan to help keep the indiginous Communist government from being overthrown by insurgeants.
Wrong phony boy!
@ Dan in Lafayette,IN- I guess the Russians were just there for the Vodka?
These posts have gone off course into personal attacks. One great thing about where we live is the freedom to have our own opinions. There is no need to get baited and drawn into an argument that goes so far off course that it doesn't at all help solve the original issue. There are victims of all types, everywhere in the world and their voices should be heard so we, as humanitarians, can help them.
FastFrankie: Until People start respecting the Other Peoples ways instead of trying to change them!!! You will have nothing but fighting going on... You can Educate These People to take care of Themselves... But You don't have to change Their way of the Country to do it!!! Who has the right to tell anyone That You are Right And They Are Wrong??? The only Country close to be perfect is Israel!!! They still have a ways to go to complete that!!!
I am Baptist and I respect all people until they make up lies about God's word to make it sound like it was prophecy about their so called prophet and then say that Jesus was talking about the coming of this so called prophet immediately after His resurrection to comfort His disciples but instead meant to be for the coming of the spirit of truth some 500 years later who was born from a pagan family and an illiterate no less. But the worse is that Jesus did not die on the cross, Judas did. He was supposedly transformed before the crucifixion. Now how can you respect such insanity? And Larry if you are knowledgeable of the old testament in Isaiah chapter 42 there is prophecy of the coming of the Lord Jesus and in chapter 53 is prophecy of His fate. Please read closely.
your the phony boy!
Why pay attention to stuff like this when you can just sit back, relax and let those people become the majority in N. America and W. Europe through immigration? Christopher Hitchens and people like will be desperately looking for majority-Christian enclaves to escape to.
The problem is both the Catholic and Muslin want to change the World to Their Religion... If We start respecting each Others beliefs!!! We have a lot better World today...
Hi Larry, how on earth would that help the brutalized women of Afghanistan? Why should anyone respect the horrific culture they live in. The issue here is not one of inter-faith respect.
You are not in the Army and no very little about much. You are Sir, a fraud.
Yakoubi...you are just stupid.....i wish some can stop you..
A lot of what He says makes sense!!! It is just the stupid way He puts it make it sound Stupid...
Yes a Woman...
It is the Right Wing's that cause all the Problems in the World!!! Get rid of Them and all the problems would be solved...
The day will come when Woman will take over the Countries of the Middle East and it will be a better place because of it!!!
That is what They said about a African American being President!!! But still it happen... They already had a Woman lead Israel and look what a good job She did there!!! It will take a Woman to make all the Countries better... That is Why I was hoping Hilary Clinton would be President today...
Who's this Daniel-2 that the nutjob Bledsoe keeps talking to? Will somebody kindly tell me???
There is no Daniel-2,Warren except the one who exists in this creep's mind and he's not the true Bledsoe,either. Just some joker trying to get a laugh out of life,so don't pay him any attention.
Thank you,Dan. I'm the true Bledsoe here and I'm sick and tired of having this jerk usurp my name for just his personal amusement.
And quit using my name, try your own for once why don't you?
And quit calling me Daniel-2,Pfunnie boy. You know better than that!!!
This is truly sad. So many women in Afghanistan are mistreated when they don't deserve it. Thank you Sami Mahdi, for helping the women of Afghanistan.
The Communists tried that 30 years ago like Joseph already stated above. Had they won,there'd be no war there today!
@ Dan in Lafayette, IN- Actually he needs to see a drone...
Now THIS will help the women in Afghanistan. Let the actual practices done behind closed doors and silenced by centuries of custom come to light. Let all Afghans know that their dirty little secrets are out!!! This is the women's turn to talk into the camera – the men won't be quite so proud then. This is the best way to fight back – as a group. Hope the Taliban doesn't force them off the air.
I should not say punish, I should say victimizes the child severly
gals, why are we entering a blame game debate of religious sentiments.. its painful to see such treatment to women in this century.. What i would like is equality irrespective of the religion.. A lady living in Afgan or India deserve the same dignitiy and respect as in other western countries..Am not referring to the modern lifestyle but FREEDOM from painful relationships, why related when it only hurts.. What can we do to bring that equality. .Who can drive that ? and who can help !!
I applaud Sami Mahdi for shining a light on this abuse. The women in masks are to be commended for their courage. A suggestion: please have them remove any remarkable identifiers like nail polish and turn their rings around so they can be safe. Also, perhaps using a different 'name' would help. I would hate to see any of these women suffer the consequences if their monster husbands or in-laws identified them.
Having the courage to speak about this abuse is the first step in creating change. Their daughters and granddaughters will thank them for the risks these women are being taken now.
Anything to make the right-wing thugs in Washington look good,Lisa. They'll stop at nothing in order to drum up support for this obnoxious war!
No, Bubba, it is not to make war mongers feel justified – if that is what you meant. It is to release those killing secrets that really do make people sick and/or dead, women, that is. You are so off you can't possibly know what women in Afghanistan are subjected to. And in a lot of the rest of the world. Women are considered chattel, if you know what that means. Rhymes with cattle. No, nothing will ever change in the world of subjugation of women until the secrets they hold are told in safety. Please let them be protected from the vendettas of the men and relatives who are so hypocritical and full of hate and want to kill them, see them die. Sick.
I agree with the suggestion of lose the nail polish and the rings and any toher jewlery and give them slipper that are not there own so that no one can tell them apart.Couarge they have and wisdom to have the sense to take the chance to speak out against those who beat and mutalate them phyiscally, emotionally and spiritually and leave them wonder why me and what did I ever do to desearve this in my life and even question there GOD..I will keep you all in my prayers because like you, I too live with abuse everyday and I too look for my way out for me and my daugfhter....GOD Bless you all..
I'm not sure we should call this Revolutionary TV but at least it's a small step in the right direction. No one should have to live like this.
Whaaaat the F*%* are you talking about? No wonder Afghanistan is such a mess. Afghanistan will never be able to function as a decent, productive society until they allow women to be active participants. If only they could see how much greater their country would be if women were free and allowed to contribute their talents. America can never say it won the war in Afghanistan when half the population is not free.
The Communists felt exactly the same way 30 years ago as you do today,Tracy. They too wanted to help the women there to achieve equal rights. It's too bad that they lost the war.
But you probably are a little worm hiding in some city that has no tensions between your cult and the freedom lovers of Pakistan! You most likely only keep your views on the keyboard for your safety!
The Muslin want to keep Woman down because They saw what a Woman did for Israel!!! They don't want things to get better for Their People... They rather keep Them so They have all that hate in Them so They will do Their duty work!!!
Dude, you need a brain transplant.
screw you and your 360 degrees. you and most of your people should have borned in stone age. this is the new age its a modern islam. wake up and smell the coffee, they are sending man to moon we no longer have to ride camels.
hejab was not part of islam. mohammad(Salam allah allayh) ordered hejab for his wife ayesheh and her only. there is no force in islam. uneducated people like you made us muslem look bad. la elaha ela allah.
GOD SURELY KNOWS YOU ALL TOO WELL!
WHEN YOU TEACH THE LAW THAT IS ONE THING BUT WHEN YOU ACT AS JUDGE AND JURY YOU ARE STEPPING ON GOD'S TOES AND SURELY HE WILL PUT YOU TO TRIAL AND YOU WILL REAP WHAT YOU SOW!
AND YOU SHALL BE CAST INTO HELL FOR YOUR JUDGMENT! i YOU THINK GOD GAVE YOU THE RIGHT TO PUNISH THOSE WHO ARE SINNERS THEN YOU ARE THE WORSE SINNER!!!!!
THIS IS WHY DRONES WILL BE MULTIPLYING THEIR FIRE UPON YOUR HEADS IN THE COMING YEAR!
IN YOUR DREAMS! THERE ARE MILLIONS OF PEOPLE THAT WILL RISE UP AGAINST YOU IF YOU SHOULD TAKE CONTROL OF PARLIAMENT!
AND STILL YET THE ARMY WOULD NOT BE UNDER YOUR CONTROL DUMMY!
AND DON'T FORGET ABOUT THE MILITIAS THAT ARE POPPING UP ALL OVER BECAUSE THEIR TIRED OF YOUR SICK IDEOLOGY!
If Pakistan would be controlled by your 360 cult North and South Waziristan would be obliterated!
Do You really understand what You are saying??? Because know one else does understand it!!! Why don't you post like everyone else??? It would make more sense...
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